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all day i'm been in this funk. i'm all confuzzled and thinking way too much. i'm so lost in my own thoughts.... trying to make organization out of my misadventurous life is beginning to get to me. or maybe today.... it got to me.

it's a hard rock life for me!

tonight i met a bobcat, a tiger, and a bearded dragon.... all while drinking many cocktails. haaa... good times.

for the love of friendship for goodness sake!

sometimes you don't realize who your real friends are until you........

just do.




because these people have one quality that sets them apart from everyone else...

geniune sincerity.



it's not something you can tell right off the bat.
or maybe sometimes you can?!

hmm, either way... it's sad to admit that this attribute so hard to come across.



i mean, ask yourself who it is in your life that will walk beside you through life, carry you if you fall...

be there with you, at a moments notice, in any predicament....

"if i hesitate, if i falter, if i need a friend?"




these are the people who want to hear the answer to their silly "how ya' doin'?'s."
these are the people that give you advice on even your most random rants.
these are the people i want around me.



everyday i realize more and more how my life is affected by other people.

and i'm more cautious of who i let in because of this.




i am my own person, but you... you could quite possibly have an impact on who i become.


["all ya need is love... laa dee daa da daa."]

:)

get a living, but don't forget to live.

i often wonder why we're brought up with this premeditated plan for our lives...

....as if conforming to the ideals of the 'american way,' what is "sopposed" to be, is already the determined structure that our lives should take. because that will make you happy.

[hmm...]


have your 2.5 children, walk your golden retriever, make your monthly mortage payment...



blah. blah. blah.

all while sinking slowly [or quickly?] into debt.



and not just from that stack of bills...


...but the debt of a wasted life.

and that's the way things are sopposed to be?!




yick.

now don't get me wrong... i'm not a cynic of any sort. actually, quite the opposite.


i'm a silly, hopeless romantic who dreams of that "sandals on the beach wedding" someday.... but come on...


i'm curious to know why so many americans enjoy a life made of routine and reprise. day in and day out, living paycheck to paycheck, working 70 hours a week...

doesn't it seem ultimately dull?!


and in my theory, the 'cause of the multitude of pressing issues facing our society today?

[depression, obesity, addiction, divorce...]


maybe we need a 'lil life in our lives rather than another damn pill.

i flip 'til i flop.

boots, jackets, hats, oh my! living in Florida has taken a toll on my wardrobe, all i have are flip flops and tank tops! i guess i need to a bit of bloody shopping, eh?! ;) i'll let you know the outcome of the day... i'm off for a day of outlet fun. woot woot!